My MUSICAL HERO

So everybody knows Gabe Bondoc is fuhreakin amazing! but when he did this song cover OMG it totally blew me away!! his ability or i guess you could call it talent, to hear songs then add a completely new flair to it just inspires me to excel in my music!!

Spring Break Comes to a close....

Wowwwwww, by far best spring break i've ever had! half a week of doing nothing and then the beach and the Getty villa!? who'd have thought that spring break could hold such events! well yeah...i have a new cover....sweet pea-amos lee...check it out.
PLAY BY PLAY of MY SPRING BREAK:

Monday:
So, i cleaned my room and the rest of the house, and the rest of the day i just kicked it and played legend of zelda: twilight princess! Watched the WWE Draft...worst draft ever! Raw lost Cm Punk for Big Show? c'mon.

Tuesday:
Same just kicked it and saw a lot of dirt under the couch so that was a day of intense vaccuming. oh and NEW PS2

Wednesday:
Cleaned out a Garage, found a BUNCH OF SPRAYPAINT.
aaaaanddd yeahh took care of my pitbull

Thursdayyy!:
OHGEEE this day was sooo funn. and like we went to the getty villa and the villa was outta this world! full of greek and roman art it was amazing! Especially with a bunch of my church friends. then SANTA MONICA PIER duuuudee..funniest thing andrew ho was driving us right? and like he took the wrong turn and we ended up back on the freewayy! :DD but like we found a U-turn and the sand made us drift.! lol
and then aljay slept over! weirdest sleep over ever...no joke...we were up til 3 playing video games.....well i was...while aljay was snoring on his backpack.

Friday:
That day was okay....nothing big really, just hung at home...and like went to bible study....after that we hung at Kuya Ian's house and like talked, played pool, and ate.....also signed a card for someone!! ahah

Saturday:
DOS LAGOS PLAZA, CORONA, CALIFORNIA
HOTTEST PLACE IN SO CAL...SWEAR.
Well we had a show and i failed at Green Eggs and Ham when i had to dip my friend ana...and like i forgot the get the mic...and i fail at that -__-.
but yeah i saw the only movie with Zac Efron to make me tear up...17AGAIN...its a really good movie. better than my expectations, Zac does great in that movie and so does that one guy in reno911 and balls of fury...haha funniest thing ever when he "peacocks"

so yeah that was my spring break '09 lateezzz

The Promised BLOG

So this particular blog was suggested to me by my friends whos names will not be revealed to the public.

this blog is about DIRTY music..

i honestly think its kinda weird that someone would fall in so much in love with his girlfriends butt, that he needs to reveal all the nasty things he's gonna do her butt when they get some "alone time". Also, when people say things like : " I'm gonna freak you all night long", "i'm gonna ride you" , or even "smack that, till you get sore" its very awkward because when people actually listen to the lyrics, pointless or not they mean something, and to some guys its "arousing" and it could lead to an awkward situation in public, and yes i am talking about "popping a boner"

And just to clarify, i am NOT hatin on the music, i honestly like the music, its good, its creative, but c'mon...set a good example...what if you wrote a song like that and your kids listened to it......he's gonna be pretty weird to some girls cuz for one thing it may turn him more shallow than a puddle of spilled water, and for the second thing, you dont want your kids askin your wife "mommy what does i'm gonna freak you mean?" What you make is music, for it has a beat, rhythm, energy, and it makes some people relax. but be wise about how you write your lyrics...also it may involve doing drugs or like becoming an alchoholic.
i know i sound like the parents from that one riot 20 some years ago. but i'm different. i like the music. :)

and one more thing..........



dang, lost my train of thought.....errmm...later days dudes

Disneyland!! haha yay! and Holiday Follies! its coming up!

Disneyland was SOOO fun! man i wish you could have gone!...well....maybe..haha.but like yeah it was waay more than i expected, i didnt get harrassed by anyone to go on rides, hung out with my best friends, ate at the BEST RESTAURANT IN DISNEYLAND...JAZZ KITCHEN!

Indiana Jones

Innoventions(if that counts)

Thunder Mountain

Matterhorn

Haunted Mansion

Space Mountain

....yeah thats about it..

and also! HOLIDAY FOLLIES! no joke. you have to at least try to go. its $8 for any age and the shows are on saturday and sunday. the saturdays shows are at two o' clock and six thirty and the sunday show(closing night) is at six thirty as well. you should go! it'll be a buncha buncha fun!!

I walk this lonely road

So right about now i feel pretty alone in this world, and like yeah, i really feel like the extra piece in my family. and like they always are like judging me and i want to prove them wrong but i just don't feel its worth it cuz either way they're going to think the same of me if i don't do something TOTALLY, COMPLETELY, UTTERLY drastic to change my life and i love my life so I'm not about to change it that much, but since things like these happen i started listening to my "life-story" song Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day.

I feel like at home I'm not welcome by certain people, and that only a few people want me around..that last statement goes for the whole family, people say that they would die, cry, be sad, worry, etc. if i wasn't around, i honestly think that they are just saying that so they don't have to pay for anything  that i may do or whatever may happen to me. I don't mean to say that my family is selfish, but what i mean to say is that i don't feel valued in this family. for example my brothers.

Eric: Plays Piano, Draws, Sings, Good at Video Games, Good at Guitar Hero, Super Smash Brothers Brawl, knows how to keep friends, sensible.

David: Funny, Uncaring of others' thoughts, loves being himself, highly respectful.

Joshua: Plays Guitar, Good at work, can handle the pit bull, not afraid of anything.

then there is me.....

Derek: Sings.....that's it....i fail at life,

but needless to say that there are other people in the family that are much higher valued...a list? okay.

Noah

Ava

Garrett

Ate Cassie

Ate Aarika

Jordan

Allen

Lia

Luke

Rj

Alanna

Chloe

Kayla

Ethan

and basically anyone but me

all I think is that they think i'm only useful for heavy lifting or like moving things. :( 

or like a garbage disposal when they dont want their food anymore... 

There IS another point to this, Its about what i love to do, which my elders don't approve of, in case you didn't know...i LOVE TO WRESTLE, nobody in my home approves of that, not even my own brothers...that's why i feel left out..i see all these people around....always following their dreams of becoming accountants, actors, techies, producers, directors, pastors, missionaries, Marines, Navy, Army, etc.. and my parents approve of those...but i don't wanna be those, i wanna be a professional wrestler...not even joking. i feel restrained down because of that.

I JUST WANT TO FEEL WANTED AROUND....I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING....I APPRECIATE WHAT MY FAMILY DOES BUT......I DON'T FEEL THE CARE ANYMORE...ITS BEEN CUT-OFF......COMPLETELY. 

The Brush Fires at the end of 'o8

Okay so, this is my 2nd blog so Yay Derek! lol, but to be serious the brush fires are getting serious, and like they really are starting to panic many people, especially those who are DANGEROUSLY CLOSE to the FIRE. Well i'd like to ask for your prayers, as many of you know I live in the Walnut/West Covina area, and like There are fires in Yorba Linda, Diamond Bar, Chino Hills, and Several other CA cities. I have friends everywhere in CA and I'm sure you do too, so please pray for my friends and family. Today my uncle jan left for Hawaii, and I wasn't too sure if he'd be able to because the fire was SO bad that the freeways have been closed off from any vehicle even the police, firefighter, and ambulances. yeah, the fires are THAT bad... So i'm asking you as a friend to please pray, and have faith in God that he will keep us safe, keep our friends safe, and most importantly our Families safe. Thanks For Reading, I appreciate it.

First Intro Blog Thingymajiggerr!

haha yay! my first blog type of thingy...
i know this really isnt a blog but like yeah, i only made one so like i'd have new place to vent due to the fact that xanga really got old to me...xDD so read it i'm mostly gonna be putting poetry, or like song lyrics on here so..yeah..laterss!

-Derek